01 Leave You by the Shore 

I envy you my dear 

You can’t hear the waves are calling 

So I can leave you here 

While you’re asleep 

This path I’ll face alone 

Take our bond and leave it falling 

My love for the unknown 

Is just too deep 

It’s not what you wanted 

This is what I need 

Sail to the horizon 

Exploring the deep 

Even though my heart’s drawn 

We can’t share the sea 

I’ll leave you by the shore with 

Your questions for me 

And as I watch you sleep 

Your dreams I cannot share 

It almost makes me weak 

But I’ll stay strong 

Hate me when you awake 

Right now I cannot care 

 I got to find my fate 

Where I belong 

It’s not what you wanted 

This is what I need 

Sail to the horizon 

Exploring the deep 

Even though my heart’s drawn 

We can’t share the sea 

I’ll leave you by the shore with 

Your questions for me 

And as I watch you sleep 

Your dreams I cannot share 

It almost makes me weak 

But I’ll stay strong 

It’s not what you wanted 

This is what I need 

Sail to the horizon 

Exploring the deep 

Even though my heart’s drawn 

We can’t share the sea 

I’ll leave you by the shore with 

Your questions for me 

02 I wish we could

Sitting here while the walls come closer

Want to hold just one pleasant thought

Narrowness keeps on getting grosser

All my thoughts are coming to naught

Send my mind on a journey

Back in time when we gathered ‘round a crate

I can’t wait until the day

To stand in line just until the gate will

Open wide

I wish we could

Raise our goblets, bang our heads

And scream until the morning light

Jump and let the bass drum

Underline our rollercoaster-ride

It’s just a thought that keeps me going

My guiding light in these strange times

Never thought I could miss the headache

That is served with those beers and sound

And what’s lurking after the earth quaked

Can’t believe I miss the hard tent ground

Send my mind on a journey

Back in time when we gathered ‘round a crate

I can’t wait until the day

To stand in line just until the gate will

Open wide

I wish we could

Raise our goblets, bang our heads

And scream until the morning light

Jump and let the bass drum

Underline our rollercoaster-ride

It’s just a thought that keeps me going

My guiding light in these strange times

Recognizing my eyes are blazing

While my mind walks through memories

Caught myself sitting here while gazing

At unused opportunities

Send my mind on a journey

Back in time when we gathered ‘round a crate

I can’t wait until the day

To stand in line just until the gate will

Open wide

How I wish we could

Raise our goblets, bang our heads

And scream until the morning light

Jump and let the bass drum

Underline our rollercoaster-ride

It’s just a thought that keeps me going

My guiding light in these strange times

03 GLOWING FaIrytales

Blinded by some glowing fairytales 

Chronicles that seem worthwhile than the own 

Those looks bowing to the light that fails 

To brighten the uncertainty of dreaming alone 

Just as a mirror becomes unique through its scars 

It is the same with all unwanted flaws 

Behind the curtain of most of those glowing fairytales 

Unsolicited emptiness prevails 

Shiny covers live through perfect times 

Newfangled Divinity for believers 

Forsake yourself to fit into the line 

And dance desperately around an idol, who won’t care 

Just as a mirror becomes unique through its scars 

It is the same with all unwanted flaws 

Behind the curtain of most of those glowing fairytales 

Unsolicited emptiness prevails 

Just as a mirror becomes unique through its scars 

It is the same with all unwanted flaws 

Behind the curtain of most of those glowing fairytales 

Unsolicited emptiness prevails 

06 Kingsleigh

In my head there is a place called wonderland

Dare to close your eyes, fall down the rabbit hole

As lost as Alice

As mad as the hatter

In this universe

Time doesn‘t matter

Will I be in a prison or free as a bird

Will I be Kingsleigh

I close my eyes and wake up as anything I want to be

Circumstances make a warrior out of a child

Never knew you got wings until you spread them wide

And fly towards the horizon

Upon the golden sky

Leaving the pain behind

Of becoming a butterfly

Being lost means you are free

To set your compass new

The way is the goal

I have been told

Oh what a sweet escape

I want to call it my fate

The walls are getting nearer

Hello old friend my fear

And just a second

Before the impact

And just a second

Before the impact

I close my eyes and wake up as anything I want to be

Circumstances make a warrior out of a child

Never knew you got wings until you spread them wide

And fly towards the horizon

Upon the golden sky

Leaving the pain behind

Of becoming a butterfly

No time, no time, no time

Wonderland’s better when you’re lost

No use to turn around

Because your feet can’t touch the ground

Something to drink, something to eat

Hurry up for another cup of tea

The quicker you go

The behinder you get

Most important thing

Don’t lose your head

Don’t lose Kingsleigh

I close my eyes and wake up as anything I want to be

Circumstances make a warrior out of a child

Never knew you got wings until you spread them wide

And fly towards the horizon

Upon the golden sky

Leaving the pain behind

Of becoming a butterfly

07 Girl of Mystery

A rose grew beside the dance floor

In every night she’s standing there

If she knew how some adore those

Ones they don’t have to share

I watch people walking by her

Don’t seem to recognize

Beyond the black the beauty

That’s glowing in her eyes

Come on and smile for me

My girl of mystery

I like the way you stand

A single rose in hand

But you won’t smile

My girl of mystery

No you won’t smile

My girl of mystery

She is the pure black darkness

She rules an every night

And those few eyes that watch her

Who likes to take her bite

Even if this rose is fading

She is still ones darkest sin

Who’d like to smell her flower

And taste her pale white skin

Come on and smile for me

My girl of mystery

I like the way you stand

A single rose in hand

But you won’t smile

My girl of mystery

No you won’t smile

My girl of mystery

And in my darkest hour

It is her veil I see

Got to unveil myself

So she can see me

Come on and smile for me

My girl of mystery

I like the way you stand

A single rose in hand

But you won’t smile

My girl of mystery

No you won’t smile

My girl of mystery

But you won’t

No you won’t

08 The Bliss of Authority

Move on you sheep

Straight down the line

They call you creep

I call you mine

Let me be the shelter that you need

Hang on my lips

Suck every word

Receive some truth

You haven’t heard

A lack of affection came over and enlightened me

Though no one cared for me I found bliss in authority

This impressed mind won’t find a rest until doubts crush away

And though my soul is lost I’m worshiped like a saint each day

Don’t give a shit

About what they say

Your mind’s been hit

With lies today

Make me feel that I’m beyond reproach

There is no grey

Just white and black

I won’t discuss

Let you attack

A lack of affection came over and enlightened me

Though no one cared for me I found bliss in authority

This impressed mind won’t find a rest until doubts crush away

And though my soul is lost I’m worshiped like a saint each day

It was not hard to find a group

That even you can look down on

I’ll make sure to make them dupes

And outcasts when I’m done

As your pedestal they shall serve

I will make you step up on 

Don’t feel bad about what you observe

Nothing’s bad, nothing’s wrong

Don’t waste your time on knowledge

I’ll show you what you need

Things you don’t learn in college

Simple solutions I will feed

And you will eat

And you will eat

And you will eat  

Every shit I serve

Won’t be defeated

You get what you deserve  

And when all is set and done

Be sure I will be gone

Responsibility

I will take none

Move on you sheep

Straight down the line

They call you creep

And you are mine

And you are mine

A lack of affection came over and enlightened me

Though no one cared for me I found bliss in authority

This impressed mind won’t find a rest until doubts crush away

And though my soul is lost I’m worshiped like a saint each day